Sooo...today N came over to bring me back my dresses I let her borrow. While she was here we thought we would get our niece a southwest giftcard to help towards a plane ticket this summer! Well...we couldn't remember D's email so I went to get on mine...J was logged in still so I just got on his knowing he had her email. So I click on email and then there is this email from san fran...so normally she sends mass emails to us so I thought I'd just read it while on his page cause it said follow up...anyway, totally NOT what I thought it was. It was about how she was feeling bad we didn't get her a congratulatory card for her wedding (i'm sorry she's HIS friend). He should be the one who does that. Anyway and how J brought up something from the past which I have no idea about what. And then how she's praying for us and is sorry for his personal problems he's going through and financial problems. So i'm like what the french toast....
So then I text him and am like lets just forget the treatments since apparently you're telling people about our financial problems. Well he said it has nothing to do with that. And I said I wish he would just tell me things sometimes and he said well your plate was full.
Whatever... Sometimes I just feel like he just doesn't like sharing things with me.
So if i don't already feel like a failure as a female I feel more like a failure knowing i quit my job that I hated with a passion. And now making shit for money babysitting. I never wanted to get my stupid degree in CJ. WTH. This is not what I had planned for myself. I'm just so over everything..
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