It's a whirlwind in here...

So I haven't blogged in awhile. I've wanted to don't get me wrong. I just couldn't get myself to do it. There is so much that's going on and so much I could blog about that I just kept letting the thoughts in my mind keep piling up instead of typing away.

So my third sister N is getting a divorce. She just found out that her husband had been having a three month affair with some nasty ass whore in Hawaii. He was back there (because of my sisters financial support and emotional support) flying for an airline to get his captains license. Since he first got back there end of October he's been cheating on my sister. Then my sister even went back there to visit him. Everyone knew back there, but no one said anything. Of course ass face told all these lies about my sister to them, but once they met my sister they knew that butt face was a LIAR! And they caught him in lies ALL the time!

But my sister was informed of his assholeness from the girls friend who thinks he is a deusch bag! Well she hit that right on the head! I get so mad lately just thinking about it all. My sister is this amazingly beautiful person inside and out. How could he do this to her?? I mean she is going to be so much better off in life, which she already is now. I feel like punching him if I ever saw him again. He didn't just do this to my sister, but to my family who was so giving and accepting of him for 7 years! We helped buy him his flying shit and everything.

I hate him. I know hate is a strong word, but I don't know what else to use. I mean saying all the horrible words I can think of helps a little, but only for a little bit. He was my brother in law. I did care about him you know. I feel like screaming! I can only imagine what my sister is going through inside. For her to even think something is wrong with her just kills me. She's AMAZING. And I'm not just saying that because she is my sister, but ask anyone, they will agree.

I mean it doesn't really surprise any of us since his mom was a lying cheating whore. She cheated on all her husbands...but when you love someone, you don't want to think they can do that...I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. UGH

I just have a lot of anger in me. I hurt for my sister. It's like I can't stop thinking about it. I just want her to find someone who will love her and share their life with her. Someone who isn't controlling like ass munch.

Sigh...I don't feel good. My stomach is in knots. Well til next time...